Walk through the streets..

Thinking about you as I walk through the streets of Nairobi,
I'm smiling even more than when I'm enjoying my favorite hobby,
Singing love songs in my head ..I can't wait to go to bed & dream of you,

I have to stop this [don't really want to..],
I look like I'm mad.. talking to myself!
I'm actually talking to you but the conversation is in my head,

I'm telling you everything ..if you're reading this you may feel kind of sad for me,
Coz I'm talking to a girl in my head ..don't be coz she's real,
..is she, how can I doubt myself!"':;/?

..she is, I may have a brilliant mind but I'm not from "a brilliant mind"!
..these are brilliant lines, right?/;:'"!,

..so if your feeling sad feel sad for yourself, coz your not experiencing this,
This madness that feels so so sweet.. Love? Not lust! alot of adoration,
The simplest way to describe it is awesome ..& finally I get to experience it :&)

..that's why I don't care how I look walking down the streets with a smirk like this,
I'm happy with my smirk so just let me be :+)

NB: smirk in this case means, crazily weird smile caused by me being really happy, nothing close to this.. :)