Why am I sure I'm not just skipping from one impossibility to the next, to prove a point? Well, maybe I'm not..
Sure, but I am! ..it has been the one constant desire I've had since I was a child, and the one thing that I seem to be drifting further and further away from as I grow.
Of late I have however been fighting really hard for this seemingly impossible dream, that's why I'm questioning it. Am I just fighting to prove I'm not a fool, because Napoléon Bon aparté said that that's a word found only in their dictionaries.
Am I just running after the wind, what I know I can't catch? The girl I will never get to meet, is she my description of perfect.
I would have convinced myself of that if I hadn't met her, if I hadn't met my like I would have.
But I did meet that girl that wasn't even in my dreams, and I met her at the most unusual of places, in the most unusual of ways... the impossible did happen.
It was so seemingly impossible, what happened, it was easier convincing my mind it only happened in it, so it's true, pretty obvious really that every great achievement once seemed impossible.
Does it work for all? If i invent a time machine would it exists, would it still be impossible, would it be an achievement.
That's how far away I've veered as I go further and further away from this mine desire.
They only discovered the great inventions by doing it, envisioning even the seemingly impossible at their time so I will have to keep on dreaming, to keep on being a sayer :( until I can build capacity to do. Every thing comes to being at its time, the wise King said.
